so my show is up! and i got a nod in the trib. given it was little, but still, anything to me is music right now. i'm actually running late to my call. but...

i'm excited about going back home. i'm excited to find solace in the faces of friends. i'm excited to watch the transition into the nothingness. i'm excited to find comfort once more.

but i don't know if i want to see you. not out of drama, but out of love. what would be the point? i'm not ready, and neither are you (though you may protest otherwise). so i will not run, nor hide, nor try to avoid, but i hope you'll know that if i seem curt it is because my heart has already said pages.

is there anything left to say?

i miss you.

02 May, 2003 - 18:05

behind - ahead