yes, i kissed you. yes, your ex-girlfriend will probably beat me up. but when i said i didnt want to come home with you tonight, i meant i didn't want the baggage. i love you as a friend, a kisser, a person... and to get the record straight, i was not drunk. trust me, it would have been easier if i was. cause now, i fear i will lose you as a friend, a kisser, a person, and that to me is worse than anything else. cause to never be able to see your sweet smile again is a misery. and we wont date, cause it wont go anywhere. and we wont make love, cause theres no love to be made. but somewhere, in the oblivion of nothing, it clicked. i want you in my life. not as a lover, but as a love. tonight i felt your passion. tonight i felt your freedom. and i hope you meant it when you said, there would be no awkwardness. cause love, there will be plenty of time for that in the future.

goodnight sweetheart. thank you for a moment i could have shared with no other one.

much love

me

18 April, 2003 - 01:59

behind - ahead